hopeful

and they offered me a job. (hooray!)
but i still need to finish my clinical training which would still take me less than four weeks.
and of course, i have not yet prepared the papers that i need to get a work permit cause of procrastination.(bwahahahaha!) kidding :) i am just too busy because of my so called "projects" :)
but i am full of hope. as always. :)

and just like what my friend told me, to think positively. that even if the outcome is not gonna be what i expected,that i should get positive things from it. and i should never lose my smiling pwet.(bumbalina :P )

Thank You Po for putting me in place where i feel so comfortable and most of all putting me in a place where i can use my talents. i am so near in getting what i really want in life.

Please always guide me. Thank you po talaga ng sobra.
Amen.

lutang

Bakit hindi ako makagalaw
Bakit ako hindi makakilos
Isa lang naman ang gusto ko
Ang maging maayos ang lahat
Pero sa pagdaan ng oras
Parang walang ngyayari
Parang …..

Hindi ko alam kung nakapag simula naba ako
Hindi ko alam kung asan na ako
Nandito parin ba ako sa posisyon bago magsimula ang lahat?

Hindi ko alam
Wala akong alam

Tanga ng kung tanga
Pero kahit anu pa man,
Mag aantay ako

Pero sana po, ako ay Iyong tulungan.
Nagmamakaawa po ako.
Ako ay Iyong gabayan
Sige na Po
Diko na kaya pero di po ako susuko
Mag aantay ako sa Inyong mapagpalang kamay.

lubayan mo ako

o matinding kalungkutan
maari mo ba akong lubayan
lahit panandalian lamang

alam ko dika maaaring iwasan
ngunit ako ay nakikiusap
kung pwede sana
wag muna sa ngayon
dahil hindi pa ako nakakabangon
sa nakaraang pagkalugmok